I'm at the library of my mum's morning work place at BANK NEGARA.
it was a normal day albeit a very cheerful one. I went up to the M floor (i have yet to find out what M stands for and probably another week to spell it correctly) to put my stuff down at my mums office before coming down to the Ground floor to the cafe, in order to buy myself some breakfast.
after all this, i went up to M and took my stuff and headed towards floor 1 to the library, when the lift came, it was reasonably crowded so i frowned... then a voice from behind the lift said "don't worry you can fit in"
and when i was in another voice replied to the first one i cant really remember because i was so angry at what she said... but it was something like "but it must be hard,with that fatty in front there" and they laughed like the bitches they ARE. i looked to my right and there was the said lady, she looked at me so sad, almost crying and said "sorry" i looked at her as best as i could (she did not look me in the eye) i said "its okay" by this time the doors were already open and at my floor...
i regret to say that i got out... it was so fast and i really only got terribly angry a few steps out, thats when i looked back and saw the door half closed...
i was so pissed that i banged my card onto the sensor in front of the library door. i am angry at myself for not doing anything about it, bullies like that deserve to be stood up to due to the fact that when you do, they start sobbing because the only reason that they act like byatches is because they feel bad about themselves and put other people down because of it.
the lady was so sad, but she should not be... she is smart (she works in Bank Negara), she is kind and she should know that she cannot allow herself to be bullied just because of her weight!!!! and those WOMAN who humiliate her, i pity you, someone like you must not have much of a life if you are busy sticking your nose into other people's buisiness, i do not CARE that you work in Bank Negara! brains is no use if you are going to waste it away on remembering and nosing into other people's life and i dont CARE that i am just a school girl at least I live my OWN life without bothering others who have not done anything to bother you!
and to any of you Bank Negara workers who read this, please tell your friends in office to read this and them to tell their friends to read this...
there is a bully amongst you ruining anothers life with insecurities, i'm sure you all are busy, but please try...
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4 years ago
3 comments:
As much as I agree with you, I have to admit I have grown weary and tired of fighting such a futile battle... Why? Simply because people will be people. Those who are bullies are the ones who must stand up for themselves through the proper channels. For if not, you are merely providing the bully w/ more ammo. So if you are bullied, don't get upset, stay calm & question the bully's logic. Ask him (or in your case, her) what is the purpose as to why they bully. If it doesn't work, don't worry. They're gonna go straight to hell to fuck themself anyway...
bullies don't understand logic, i can handle the ammo, that's why no one ever bullies me. not with words nor their fist... i know its a futile battle but i refuse to give up... you were not there, you did not see the lady's face it was so sad, and she is an adult!!!!
anyway, have you heard the song "decode" by paramore? its taken from the soundtrack for the movie "twilight" it's based on the book of the same title... i don't expect you to have read it.you'll prob find it pathetic.anyway, happy end of the-end-of-your-life PMR... i guess now its my turn.
Maybe. But as much as a futile battle as it is, the most rewarding telling off is when the person is not bullying, but being a kiasu. For example, my dad, bro & I went to BSC yesterday. While my dad was manouvering the car into the parking lot, some Perdana just parked right beside my dad. In the elevator I told him nicely to be more patient. When my fam got off the elevator, we laughed our heads off the moment we were out of sight... You should try it some time, it can be an excellent laugh. But be sure to tell them nicely...
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