Still nothing, until something,when there's supposed to be nothing

yeah, long title...
anyway, i'm not going to go anywhere, this entire two weeks of holiday (other than the place where i go everyday) which is not considered a holiday because i am studying (yeah i now...weird for me, i normally spend my free time reading story books) but this sunday, monday,tuesday, i'm going to Pinang!!! i'm so excited! plus, my mum says she's gonna do some soul searching, which basicly means... no facebook and blogspot 24/7! which means more net time for me!!!

we're planning to go hiking with aunty Vasanti and her husband. me, my mum,my mum's friend and my mum's friend's husband. Ass for my mother's swolen middle finger... she's going to have to pit-stop at Taiping to get a trusted orthopedic to look at it (also another one of her friends, the very sarcastic and funny uncle mohan!) who will probably have to extract the infected bits out of the nail... worse comes to worse nail surgery... i hope not.

In the last post (for those of you who actually bothered to read it) i said i would write a short story in my next post, as you can see i did not. but no worries... i get really inspired on holidays (that is, if i manage to stay awake on the journey to my holiday) i'll get back to you on that.

i'm signing off. cuz i HAVE to change my layout, it hurts even MY eyes!

nowhere and everywhere

this i did not go anywhere but i did. i foolowed my mum to work, to ikano,to one utama,to MPH to the curve, the apartment,bank negara,kl central,pj then back to BJ where i slave in front of the piano trying to play a song by some less-than-popular-compared-to-bach composer who died before i was born or even thought of being conceived by my parents.

so as you see i'm going somewhere, right here in the selangor-wilayah persekutuan path, you get soem fab veiws by the highways... you know, accidents,squables some danged politicians with police escorts trying to cut through trafic, the public pays their cheques by way of tax, they make us pay... in more ways than one...

i'm mostly burried in books, both academic and fiction, so far in these two weeks i have finished, the riven kingdom, puppy love and am now reading hammer of god, the third book in the godspearker trilogy by Karen Miller. blah blah blah, mum mum has now gotten a swollen finger, her middle finger, and yet she still insists of logging on facebook and blogging... she calls me a sadist i call her a masochist (assuming i spelled it right...dont answer this)... she also stilll insist on cooking.... like cutting onions...with a freakin big swollen middle finger which hurts like hell.

i'm thinking of writing a short story on this blog soon...or later, depending on how long my mum's finger is swollen and how much homework my droid teachers give...and that exam in july...and bulan puasa... oh yeah...and PMR. its amazing how 3 letters can so utterly formidable (that is to say, a REALLY big pain in my donkey...ass)

i'm also getting the new i-pod chromatic, with my own money, i can't believe i saved enough, i almost changed my mind and saved for an i-touch, but its big, fragile, and i cant take it out for jogging or any physical activities without it being a pain. as for the i-phone, i find it a complete waste of money if you live in malaysia, too many functions that are useless, and whats the point of having straight axcess to the internet and i-tunes when most malaysians dont have a paypal to buy the danged tunes... you also have to pay additionally if you want one of the tunes you bought from the itunes store to be your ring tone, which is complete crap. waste of money, i'd rather keep my MP4/MP3 seperate from my phone/ MP3 . that way i can still download free music.

nevermind, i'm signing off. buh bye.

killa sista!

Jackson came to our school and gave a bomb of a speech, he brought the house down! he rocked, i got a free dvd for coming up with one of the 3 most original right answer to explain what a top students do to be top students... out of ...whats 35 eight times? oh yeah, 280 students, (only form 3's) i'm still feeling a lil' smug about it. alini and rhupa got the other two dvd's. then we had this exercise where we had to stand at the back of the hall and then each one of us had to cross to the front of the hall but each of us had to do it in a different way, no repeats, that means once one person skips, the other 279 students cant skip. i gotta tell you, i had to go first b4 the others use my idea. so i skipped, hiked up my skirt in a heidi way and skipped gaily through, i liked ash and nani's one, they did the wave all the way through, someone else did a piggy back, another did a bride over the treshold (thats how you spell it right?).

today i had to do the paper run in school. the school paid newspapaper for the form 4's and 5's, to improve their language sincxe it is our nitch area, especially in english, you'll be suprised how many ppl dont know how to speak english in cbn, and they refuse to learn!! anyway, i got to school late today since it rained, so as a punishment, i, aazraa and shaza had to distribute the paper to the classes, which was kinnda confusing cuz some classes had to change classrooms cuz one of the girls broke her leg, kesian dea. but kesian me too!! i had to go up and down stairs to one end of the school to the other.dang, well, at least i got this week's fill of exercise. this year i am not rep'ing my school for anything athletic this year.damn, i guess i'm now the powerless female that men, i mean "boys" seem to fall for.i guess shawty did get low.

i'm kinda dissapointed that my mum decided not to go to singapore for the "nine inch nails' concert... cuz if so, she has to renew her passport. which will cost rm300 for each of us, and after the holiday we took in redang, we gotta save money. she's off in a jit murad show (he's a comedian) at god knows where with my aunt and getting home, god know when. weeee hoooo!!!

anyway i gotta go sejarah calls. i freaking hope i score high in sejarah... damnit....i deserve it. and you know what else i deserve?! to freeze my ass of in an airconditioned eskimo theater watching shopaholic! btw, aqil, that reminds me, i rad one of your other posts... the one about how many shoes you own?... you're not a shopaholic, but why the hell do you know how many shoes you own? i see my shoe i think "oh thats cute" and a put it on! same wit my pants and shirt n bag.and my brain when it goes down the drain. and fazzy!!! throw the boxfull of lipgloss in your room! MAC just came up with a new set! ok. i'm babbling...............
transformer 2 is comin out this year.

CBN'ers or robots?

ay yay yay yay yay!!!! i'm so busy! so busy that my blog has turned into a micheal jackson (soon to probably be Mikail Al Jackson due to the fact that he converted into islam), dark and forgotten. oops, i mean white and forgotten.

my book intake is now only 1 book per week due to the fact that i have to now read about how the Malayan Union battled the PKM flers and reduced chin peng's multi-chins to one by cutting down the food supply to the PKM flers through Min Yuen while watching Britney's new video (if you see amy) on YouTube (which by the way does not make any sense, who the hell is AMY? dont tell me brit is doin' a lindsday and turning gay?).

the school expect us to do so much, i stayed up until 3am in the morning from doing my homework. i started doing the homework at 7 (thats when i get home). i have my Wushu lessons (and exams), i've got my Agama kerja Khursus (at which i am losing marks due to the fact that i dont wear a tudung) and a bunch of other stuff that i don't remember. And on top of all that they expect me to go to the fishathon (a thon where you go fishing) instead of celebrating my mum's b'day (which she spent in the traditional true indian way by giving others presents on your b'day, i was on the receiving end)!

i can't believe how hard school is when you actually give a shit. darn PMR! but i have to study to get into science stream, because i have now decided i wanna be a doc (i cant imagine myself being anything else except a policewoman)

i'm back from my holiday in redang, for 3 weeks now and its hectic, as it is i'm only gonna get 2 hours of sleep because i'm writing this. oh well. about my holiday. it was fab here are some pix.
oh wait!!! i did not have time to transfer them to my LT. fishelydoodle dandy.

oh well, SMK cbn had our language week this week, with drama comps,eloquation,poetry recitation,impromptu and so on. i almost forgot about debate (the form 5's challenged the afternoon session girls to a debate.. looks like the juniors bit their tongue when they actually got a chance to talk) LDDS now are recruiting future actresses for drama. i hope i get in, but plz no death scenes and no more bitchfighting models!!! i'm sick of playing those.

our black rose performancde had to be put on hold cuz neither aliya,ash,amira,harshiah nor i have tiem. amira with her hockey,aliya n harsh on gym, ash and me on clashing timetables. its a wonder how all of us have time to be friends. of even scout out guys. ash and i still do sometimes. mainly cuz my taste differs from aliya's and fazzy's who both seem to like softies who dont know they're softies YET (btw fazzy likes dafi. need i say more?) but then again st. john does not have much to offer anyway, cept for one fler i scouted 2 years back who now turns out to be a master debater and makes all the girls go woo! and to think i spotted him 2 years ago. but anyway, no boyfriends. i've just realized there is more to life than falling in love(god that sounds cheesy)

anyway i gotta go, cuz now i've only got 1 hour and a half of sleeping to do... but first i'm gonna watch hannah montana on you tube.(yes i'm a disney junkie) i also like nine inch nails in passing and sweating through physical exertion (and i'm talking about sports) i hope i pass my wushu belt. there is just something about knowing you can kick ass of anyone around (that is if i pass the test). btw, i've also got intervensi, so those ppl who bothered to read this crap plz wish me luck. tanx.

tick tock and its a day tikady tick and its a month

god!!! my blog has been super abandoned ever since the new year the only post i have written was the tag post thingie. my sports day is next week... no wait! its this saturday and the school took it to themselves to apply really stupid precautions to the event. for example no male over 10 years of age is allowed at the stadium except for fathers, grandfathers and uncles... no cousins over 10 and no brothers over 10. and they want a full stadium.... WTH!!! we're having our sports day at bukit jalil this year, and since its really big, they wanted to make sure that its filled... but then, they go on and put stupid precautions like that. i guess thay're afraid we'll bring our boyfriends.... what the hell are we gonna do? make out in the middle of the stadium?
also, no handphones unless its to contact your mum, and no texting,no listening to music and no taking out your phone unless you want to contact your parents. no MP3's, no walking near the vip booth, when we clap, they only want clapping, no shouting or hooting, parents are not allowed to wear sexy cloathes, no sleveless cloathes, so they non-muslims have to cover up their arms even if its hot in the stadium.

they are even trying to control our parents!!! like school children, i know that the teachers are to shy to show their flabby arms in a sleveless but dont try and control our parents. its ridiculous. they want the stadium to be quiet during the speech made by the vip from sarawak (whose name rhymes with sarawak) but we are only allowed to bring children under 10 years old to the event... do you think the kids will shut up when the vip (who is sitting in the shade) gives a long and tedious speech while the 10 year old listen under the hot sun? i doubt it.

so , moving on, CBN held a unoficial prom with the VI (victoria's institution) and invited joey G to host it. and when the bill came, the girls and guys did not pay him. the girls who held it were the form 5 girls of last year and when Joey G called the school to tell em' to cough up. the school firmly said that they did bot owe them anything. the school also withheld the SPM results until the girls who organised it paid up.

its sad how far these girls would go to have fun... the school gave us a long lecture about these parties. but did not stop to think why these girls did it in the first place. obviously it was to have a FUN prom a REAL prom.since the school did not give it to them, they did it themselves, and without supervision... which is even worse. and the school has the cheak to lecture all of us under the hot sun (we assemble outside in the tennis court after recess) about something that they did not do. wasting our time. they can inform us of what hapened, not for 30 minutes (althrough i was happy i skipped sejarah) we jugak yang kene.


other than that i have not introduced you to my teachers.


sejarah-althrough she teaches about event remembered from the past, i doubt i'd remember her if she were standing in front of me. she is utterly boaring. she comes in askes us to read a page. and when she explains it she reads the sasme page again.

BI-very stingy with marks,loves formal writing

BM- a good teacher... but utterly expressionless. she looks like she has botox, but she is nice.

sivik- i think he may be gay. but he's married, he's nice.too nice. he gives me a toothache.

science-strict,funny and taps our hands while saying "notty notty" when we have long nails.

PJK- first PJK teacher who actually sticks to the sylibus stated by the text book insted of letting us play netball of badbinton or volleyball or tennis. instead we have to go up and down benches for 10 minutes non-stop

seni- funny,cool, and fab at drawing

KH- good teacher, a bit over on the details sometimes. pairs work shirts with batik long skirts... but i do love her shoes.

agama-the only time she smiles is when she is making fun of someone and "memalukan" someone. loves making fun of people, never really teaches... mostly she gives us notes to do.

math-i have no idea what she teaches... not good with teaching, but when you ask her 1 on 1 then only she makes sense. kinda blur.and a bit innocent.

see what i have to go through on a daily basis?
as it is i've got wushu,chess,LDDS,piano exams,exams,PMR and tuition...oh, and findig time to have a life. i'm so tired that my me and my mum are goin on vacation at Pulau redang next week. just the beach,bikini's,sand,wind,canoeing and snorkelling! and hopefully some friends i can play with who will smile back at me. i notice a large population of malay guys tend to look away when i smile at them while most of the non-malay guys dont.i have no idea why, when you smile, it does not mean you have to couple, i am not trying to flirt with you, i'm TRYING to be nice, but you guys are making it real hard on me. whe the malay guys do smile at me, its that "miang" smile...urgh... shivers. the other day on friday, i was walking back home with my friend ash (she's a girl) we passed by these two form 1 guys(about a foot shorter than me and a FORM 1 kid), one of them looked at me up and down in a very disgusting manner and raised both his eyebrows 2 times,rapidly. i looked at him like...WHAT? ew! later ash asked me why short guys always seem to like me. i said, i dont know, they look up to me.

ash laughed.anyway, i gotta go hannah montana on you tube is calling (yes i am 15 and i watch hannah montana put it on the front page of the sun).

tagged by aqil...again.

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.


1 i am 14 (most ppl think i'm 18 due to my height as well as the way i talk after reading "the knights templar"

2 i love hipster under pants because i have a flat belly

3 my fav outfit is my bikini cuz i love the beach... and snorkling, i just wish that i'll be able to go diving one day and bundgee jumping

4 i am a cheerleader who loves going camping,running,hiking and sweating. i have also tried firefox and rodeo bull, all the guys tried to beat me and the girls tried to show me up. 1 guy managed to and 2 girls broke their nails

5 i dont like soapy guys and i have a very sharp tongue when a guy hits on me. i'm not interested.especialy when the same guys asks for my number from my friend. talk about pathetic. i want geeks who can carry out a conversation and makes me laugh! i'm gonna die a spinster.

6 i read my mum's and my friend's minds (yes i'm talkin about you ash,faz,fat cat,sucjita and sonia) all my mum has to say is "get the thing from there next to the box with that patern on that document"
and i know that she meant "get the phone from the stairs next to the box with the wraping paper paterns on top of my greek myth document"

8 i wonder why ppl wonder about themselves, like "i wonder why i talk" you talk because you have a mouth...duh. no need to reincarnate einstein for THAT.

9 i once swore in german in front of the whole school and has said sex in class when the teacher was....is a male...lucky he was a sport.

10 in the last two months i have watched over 20 movies including taken,house bunny,body of lies and bolt.

11 loves english lit,world history and, science and math... my tuition teacher cannot out pun me, i always manage to out smart him when it comes to arguments, he'll just end up laughing along.

12 doesn't give a shit what ppl think unless they are close to me. i hate losing friends unless they lose me (by betraying me)

13 when i talk to someone about my problems, i want them to listen and not give "i'm older than you" advice... they should also comment when they are supposed to... like all females. guys out there remember. "listen" and try not to fall asleep

14 loves watching "the nanny", "CSI", "hannah montanah","the suite life on deck", any documentaries on mummies,incans,mayans and loves greek myth.also loves to write and has gotten commended and distiction for two international english related comp, one of them is the commenwealth essay comp...

15 has close friends who always seem to avade an "A" in agama

16 dances while cleaning the house, i'll dance,dust,work out,sing and sneeze at the same time...aaaccchhhoooo.
sorry.

taged

marieneko

ash

faz

debra

petra

sushi girl

harshiah

mao fong


thats it, the rest of you deleted you ur blog...