end of the year

so the form 3s has had their PMR, signaling my turn to not have a life.
but so what?! the last two weeks at CBN are all planned out! this week is the netball tournament!!! today (monday) is the prefect's day, we have all the prefects performing, its supposed to be a surprise but since its today and all the senior prefects are in school, there's no hgarm, the reason to which i know this is because alia, who choreographed our black rose dance came teacher's day... did it again with the junior prefects dance... black rose was supposed to help so i was there... but i dont think i helped that much... ash helped with the smiles, nani helped with the teachings and i did...but very little, alia helped with the steps and me and ash did a free style dance in front of the prefects.... junior and the senior... the only reason they paid attention and started dancing was when ash fake smacked my butt...HEY!!! its an all girls school and i and ash are good friend. dont call me a les either!
anyway this wednesday i gotta go to the public speaking thing... they filmed us on thursday and friday speaking and acting... a good public speaker must master 3 things and do them congruently, they are visual,vocal and verbal... so we worked on the vocal/verbal for the first day and worked on the visual on the 2nd... visual is what you see, the facial expression, the hand gestures and such... so on the 2nd day, the teacher made us do some ridiculous actions to essentuate (is that how you spell it?) the story line... i had to act like tarzan... loincloth and all. and the other half of the froup had to act like the hungry giant from "jack and the bean stock" fee, fi,fo,fum and all... so you can imagine how ambarassing the tape would be... so we are all turning up on wednesday in the pink dorm to laugh at ourselves and each other, or at least i am... most wont even turn up due to ambarassement... the one thing i am immune to.... well, in most casses...
next week, we are gonna play twister on PJK, i'm the AJK so i get to organise it.... other than that, next week we are going to prank a teacher into opening the drawer in their teacher's desk in our class to reveal the (probably) 20-year-old dead rat... i'm not kidding!!! there is a real (real dead) rat in that desk... complete with cobwebs in its hollowed belly... hmmm... mayb we'll prank en ruzailan....or en. azra.....maybe the PJK teacher.... hehehe, the posibilities are endless!!!!

bullies

I'm at the library of my mum's morning work place at BANK NEGARA.
it was a normal day albeit a very cheerful one. I went up to the M floor (i have yet to find out what M stands for and probably another week to spell it correctly) to put my stuff down at my mums office before coming down to the Ground floor to the cafe, in order to buy myself some breakfast.
after all this, i went up to M and took my stuff and headed towards floor 1 to the library, when the lift came, it was reasonably crowded so i frowned... then a voice from behind the lift said "don't worry you can fit in"
and when i was in another voice replied to the first one i cant really remember because i was so angry at what she said... but it was something like "but it must be hard,with that fatty in front there" and they laughed like the bitches they ARE. i looked to my right and there was the said lady, she looked at me so sad, almost crying and said "sorry" i looked at her as best as i could (she did not look me in the eye) i said "its okay" by this time the doors were already open and at my floor...
i regret to say that i got out... it was so fast and i really only got terribly angry a few steps out, thats when i looked back and saw the door half closed...
i was so pissed that i banged my card onto the sensor in front of the library door. i am angry at myself for not doing anything about it, bullies like that deserve to be stood up to due to the fact that when you do, they start sobbing because the only reason that they act like byatches is because they feel bad about themselves and put other people down because of it.
the lady was so sad, but she should not be... she is smart (she works in Bank Negara), she is kind and she should know that she cannot allow herself to be bullied just because of her weight!!!! and those WOMAN who humiliate her, i pity you, someone like you must not have much of a life if you are busy sticking your nose into other people's buisiness, i do not CARE that you work in Bank Negara! brains is no use if you are going to waste it away on remembering and nosing into other people's life and i dont CARE that i am just a school girl at least I live my OWN life without bothering others who have not done anything to bother you!
and to any of you Bank Negara workers who read this, please tell your friends in office to read this and them to tell their friends to read this...
there is a bully amongst you ruining anothers life with insecurities, i'm sure you all are busy, but please try...

i've house bunnied a lizard!!!!

i have turns a normal green lizaed (cicak) pink!!!
do you wanna know how???
well, to tell you the truth what i did was not that great, this was how it hapened...

last monday when i was breaking fast, we made a jug full of air bandung and by the end of the night there was only a small portion left. so i was so tired that i just left the bandung there instead of stuffing it into our fridge. so the nest night, we bought sugar cane juice instead and needed a jug to pour it in. so i took the bandung jug down stairs and poured the contents into the sink and along with the pink bandung came a pink cicak!!!
its head was green and its body stained pink. i called my mum who laughed. i've got a few pic but they are in my mum's phone and my mum is to lazy to re install the nokia thing on our new laptop (our old one went pop) so i guess i'll put the pics in when we get the time to re-install it.
but what i found most ammusing was that looking at the pink lizard, i remembered my friend faz. she absolutely loves pink and is obsessed by it... at the same time she is also terribly afraid of lizards... she once pured an intire bottle of clorox onto her feet to kill a lizard perched there (poor lizard) so i really wondered what would be her reaction when she saw her most loved thing and her most feared thing combined.
yesterday i did and all that came up was
"ew" which was her only comment...hhhrrrmmmpppphhhh
after all the pics, all she can say is "ew"....typical
anyway capoiera's b'day just passed...it was yesterday. i wished despite formerly being absolutely furious at him for the carnival incident....er...i'm not gonna tell about that again, you can read my previous post from august if you wanna... but keep in mind the jerk is forgiven.
i told my mum and she was like "hah! there you go" she's smug cause she thought the whole quarel is dumb... i dont really think it was, well, not completely dumb at least.
kay,i gotta go b4 my mum comes. ciau!!!

pop! goes my hand

ramathan!!! a busy time for food stalls,mothers,trafic policemen,ustazahs and doctors....
doctors?
if you are wondering why your brain is hurting after you have broken fast, its not lethargy!
its the stupid kids outside with the fire crackers going "BING BANG BOOM" like a bad gangster movie. and for what?
how should i know? ask them?
last night my family and i were conversing over skype with my uncle (who is in Edinburg), when a frightfully loud sound interupted our feeble attempts to decipher my cousin's scottish ramblings (or at least is sounded like ramblings from this side of the world). a fire cracker or whatever that freaking thing was startled all of us and we started to get angry...my uncle joined in to, we could not understand why the hell the kids did not play in the huge field/basketball court/park instead of the middle of the tar road. it did not help that the comunity is quite small conpared to the rest of Bukit Jelutong and normal sounds echo enough, they had to put in a big BANG.
it was late, and my granmum was alresdy anoyed at the fact that she cant hear my uncle and his kids clearly over the speaker... my grandmum, who normaly does not intervene in matters which makes her stand up to the public (her daughter's and grandaughter's love lifes are a different question), got up and told the buggers off came in and continued with the video conference... but of course, due to my granmum's inexperience of telling off people who are not related to her (she always nags me to clean the house... not thinking that i already have to clean four rooms,clear the trash, dust my piano, feed the cats and do the laundry, if i do anymore i might as well declare my self a slave...when i told her she said her kids always helped, to which i replied that she has 4 kids and my mum only has1) the BING BANG BOOMS started again...this time my aunt went out...i followed.
my aunt has this look she gives to people she is angry with that scares the poop outta them (i'm trying not to swear...much) and even makes the ones she is not angry with scared... so i really wanted to see the guys being told of...due to an old vendetta with the kids of my neighbourhood. and i was not dissapointed!!!
my aunt came back and all was silent.
next time i'll try and have her deal with the teenage guys smoking behind our house...my window is filthy due to the exess of smoke, the plants are dying and so are their brain cells.
i dont get why you smoke at 15-18. you wanna be cool?
FYI
you drool
you sleep around your school
you flunk
you're dumb
you're probably end up a drunk
your lips,their black
and you better step back
your breath,it stinks
did you ever stop to think?

sorry, to all you under age smokers...its the truth... and as for you 'grown up' smokers, at least its legal. don't mean the ryme ain't for you to.

books books books

the most weird and greatest thing hapened to me yesterday as i was breaking fast at A&W with my mum, i got spotted by one of the readkl blog people...i'm not sure what they are called, i think they are scouts...
they take pictures and post blog entries abot what people are reading in KL! my mum and me got our pictures taken and posted on the blog!!
that was the weird part... the great part is that i get to know about books!!!! more books. and yes,i'm a geek. who the hell cares? i am so happy that i found this site, you can find it on my link list under "we also read". if you are a reader you can check it out. my mum got spotted reading the science of leonardo my fritjov chopra, the author of the tao of physics. so my mum is looking pretty smart now... did i mention i wanted to read that? i was the one who convinced her to buy it.
i got caught reading "the last of the wilds" by trudi canavan. i love the age of the five trilogy!!! i've read the 1st book and the last of the wilds is the second... and i've already bought the third book.

okay, aside from book matters, let me write about something else...
never mind.

ai ai ai

lately its been fights,folios and hunger. fuzzy is still somewhat sore with ash, fuzzy cant really forgive people as easily and ash is confused about fuzzy's moodiness "its not like i'm no longer her friend". folios being history and geo, geo for the rest of my class,i'm only doing my history.
hunger from fasting, a week has already passed and there are 3 more weeks till raya and my RM200 as well as more duit raya... i hope.
i enjoy fasting for 1 reason, i dont have to think of what to eat in the morning and afternoon, just for buka puasa. but i also hate fasting because of the little talks they give in the dewan stating that we should wear tudungs on this month of ramathan... that is not fun. why should i wear it only in this month just to get pahala? i do things because i believe it is right, not because i want something from it.
anyway, never mind that,i have finished braking dawn and i loved it, i dont really get exited anymore on the honeymoon stuff,i'm used to it in a sense that i've read it to many times in the many books i've read... plus, once or twice is okay, but edward and bella just love each other to much, it gets boaring after a while, i finaly found my reading groove again at the near end of the book where the action picked up,the giving birth part was scary... giving birth itself is already scary, but giving birth to a half vampire/half human is just pure terror.but beautiful at the same time. i guess us females always have to be uber complicated. even our sense of humour.
i read in readers digest that females analize their jokes before they laugh while men just laugh cuz they think the joke is funny. they stuffed the subjects into an MRI machine and showed a cartoon on an overhead screen, the females MRI shows that the females analize the jokes and if they think it is funny, the reaction trigers more strongly to it than a man's... whereas the man is more like, "hey look cartoons! must be funny! funny is good" as stated by the readers digest.its complicated thinking about how complicating we are. anyway, less babble. i gotta go. see you.ciaou!

you know that dream..?

you know that dream where there's a flee market located behind your school with shamans and magical beings selling their services? or the one where you are in a huge make-up store looking for something yet you can't find it? or the one where your neighbour in an apartment turns out to be your long time foe who wears a mash of an inocent house wife?
i hope you dont, because its freaky. which means naturaly i've had that dream. i've heard that dreams analisis can actualy show where you stand and help you get through your problems if you understand your dream... if that s true and my dream is really skrewd up does that mean i'm skrewd up to?
the flee market may symbolize someone who is dear of magical to me helping me go through something... or it may mean i've read one to many books, the make-up thing might mean that i found it so hard to go to and elianto outlet to buy eyeliner for the miss everybody thing inn school (i'm representing my class) the theme is guardian angel so our class decided to do james and jane bond... only reversed,as in jane saves james and jane is taller then james. so i've got to have that cream/gold eyeliner from elianto as well as the black one... the problem is that my mum wont let me buy make-up and i do want some eyeliner...and i find it hard to buy the eyeliner without my mum finding out since i spend most of my waking hours around her when i'm not in school.
then there is the neighbour wearing a mask thing, that may mean someone i know might not be as nice as i think... since in my dream he took the mask of (in my dream the baddie is a guy wearing the house wife mask) i'm not sure if that means i'm gonna find out or if i know someone like that... bth could be possible.

dreams are actually what we think about when we are awake playing out when we are asleep. which means you are already thinking about this stuff subsconciously. that is probably why i believe in dream analysis, you are already thinking these things so by analyzing your dreams you actually get to know what you are thinking that you did not know you were thinking... if that makes sense.
anyway i've gotta go and update my facebook..if i have time.