killa sista!

Jackson came to our school and gave a bomb of a speech, he brought the house down! he rocked, i got a free dvd for coming up with one of the 3 most original right answer to explain what a top students do to be top students... out of ...whats 35 eight times? oh yeah, 280 students, (only form 3's) i'm still feeling a lil' smug about it. alini and rhupa got the other two dvd's. then we had this exercise where we had to stand at the back of the hall and then each one of us had to cross to the front of the hall but each of us had to do it in a different way, no repeats, that means once one person skips, the other 279 students cant skip. i gotta tell you, i had to go first b4 the others use my idea. so i skipped, hiked up my skirt in a heidi way and skipped gaily through, i liked ash and nani's one, they did the wave all the way through, someone else did a piggy back, another did a bride over the treshold (thats how you spell it right?).

today i had to do the paper run in school. the school paid newspapaper for the form 4's and 5's, to improve their language sincxe it is our nitch area, especially in english, you'll be suprised how many ppl dont know how to speak english in cbn, and they refuse to learn!! anyway, i got to school late today since it rained, so as a punishment, i, aazraa and shaza had to distribute the paper to the classes, which was kinnda confusing cuz some classes had to change classrooms cuz one of the girls broke her leg, kesian dea. but kesian me too!! i had to go up and down stairs to one end of the school to the other.dang, well, at least i got this week's fill of exercise. this year i am not rep'ing my school for anything athletic this year.damn, i guess i'm now the powerless female that men, i mean "boys" seem to fall for.i guess shawty did get low.

i'm kinda dissapointed that my mum decided not to go to singapore for the "nine inch nails' concert... cuz if so, she has to renew her passport. which will cost rm300 for each of us, and after the holiday we took in redang, we gotta save money. she's off in a jit murad show (he's a comedian) at god knows where with my aunt and getting home, god know when. weeee hoooo!!!

anyway i gotta go sejarah calls. i freaking hope i score high in sejarah... damnit....i deserve it. and you know what else i deserve?! to freeze my ass of in an airconditioned eskimo theater watching shopaholic! btw, aqil, that reminds me, i rad one of your other posts... the one about how many shoes you own?... you're not a shopaholic, but why the hell do you know how many shoes you own? i see my shoe i think "oh thats cute" and a put it on! same wit my pants and shirt n bag.and my brain when it goes down the drain. and fazzy!!! throw the boxfull of lipgloss in your room! MAC just came up with a new set! ok. i'm babbling...............
transformer 2 is comin out this year.

CBN'ers or robots?

ay yay yay yay yay!!!! i'm so busy! so busy that my blog has turned into a micheal jackson (soon to probably be Mikail Al Jackson due to the fact that he converted into islam), dark and forgotten. oops, i mean white and forgotten.

my book intake is now only 1 book per week due to the fact that i have to now read about how the Malayan Union battled the PKM flers and reduced chin peng's multi-chins to one by cutting down the food supply to the PKM flers through Min Yuen while watching Britney's new video (if you see amy) on YouTube (which by the way does not make any sense, who the hell is AMY? dont tell me brit is doin' a lindsday and turning gay?).

the school expect us to do so much, i stayed up until 3am in the morning from doing my homework. i started doing the homework at 7 (thats when i get home). i have my Wushu lessons (and exams), i've got my Agama kerja Khursus (at which i am losing marks due to the fact that i dont wear a tudung) and a bunch of other stuff that i don't remember. And on top of all that they expect me to go to the fishathon (a thon where you go fishing) instead of celebrating my mum's b'day (which she spent in the traditional true indian way by giving others presents on your b'day, i was on the receiving end)!

i can't believe how hard school is when you actually give a shit. darn PMR! but i have to study to get into science stream, because i have now decided i wanna be a doc (i cant imagine myself being anything else except a policewoman)

i'm back from my holiday in redang, for 3 weeks now and its hectic, as it is i'm only gonna get 2 hours of sleep because i'm writing this. oh well. about my holiday. it was fab here are some pix.
oh wait!!! i did not have time to transfer them to my LT. fishelydoodle dandy.

oh well, SMK cbn had our language week this week, with drama comps,eloquation,poetry recitation,impromptu and so on. i almost forgot about debate (the form 5's challenged the afternoon session girls to a debate.. looks like the juniors bit their tongue when they actually got a chance to talk) LDDS now are recruiting future actresses for drama. i hope i get in, but plz no death scenes and no more bitchfighting models!!! i'm sick of playing those.

our black rose performancde had to be put on hold cuz neither aliya,ash,amira,harshiah nor i have tiem. amira with her hockey,aliya n harsh on gym, ash and me on clashing timetables. its a wonder how all of us have time to be friends. of even scout out guys. ash and i still do sometimes. mainly cuz my taste differs from aliya's and fazzy's who both seem to like softies who dont know they're softies YET (btw fazzy likes dafi. need i say more?) but then again st. john does not have much to offer anyway, cept for one fler i scouted 2 years back who now turns out to be a master debater and makes all the girls go woo! and to think i spotted him 2 years ago. but anyway, no boyfriends. i've just realized there is more to life than falling in love(god that sounds cheesy)

anyway i gotta go, cuz now i've only got 1 hour and a half of sleeping to do... but first i'm gonna watch hannah montana on you tube.(yes i'm a disney junkie) i also like nine inch nails in passing and sweating through physical exertion (and i'm talking about sports) i hope i pass my wushu belt. there is just something about knowing you can kick ass of anyone around (that is if i pass the test). btw, i've also got intervensi, so those ppl who bothered to read this crap plz wish me luck. tanx.

tick tock and its a day tikady tick and its a month

god!!! my blog has been super abandoned ever since the new year the only post i have written was the tag post thingie. my sports day is next week... no wait! its this saturday and the school took it to themselves to apply really stupid precautions to the event. for example no male over 10 years of age is allowed at the stadium except for fathers, grandfathers and uncles... no cousins over 10 and no brothers over 10. and they want a full stadium.... WTH!!! we're having our sports day at bukit jalil this year, and since its really big, they wanted to make sure that its filled... but then, they go on and put stupid precautions like that. i guess thay're afraid we'll bring our boyfriends.... what the hell are we gonna do? make out in the middle of the stadium?
also, no handphones unless its to contact your mum, and no texting,no listening to music and no taking out your phone unless you want to contact your parents. no MP3's, no walking near the vip booth, when we clap, they only want clapping, no shouting or hooting, parents are not allowed to wear sexy cloathes, no sleveless cloathes, so they non-muslims have to cover up their arms even if its hot in the stadium.

they are even trying to control our parents!!! like school children, i know that the teachers are to shy to show their flabby arms in a sleveless but dont try and control our parents. its ridiculous. they want the stadium to be quiet during the speech made by the vip from sarawak (whose name rhymes with sarawak) but we are only allowed to bring children under 10 years old to the event... do you think the kids will shut up when the vip (who is sitting in the shade) gives a long and tedious speech while the 10 year old listen under the hot sun? i doubt it.

so , moving on, CBN held a unoficial prom with the VI (victoria's institution) and invited joey G to host it. and when the bill came, the girls and guys did not pay him. the girls who held it were the form 5 girls of last year and when Joey G called the school to tell em' to cough up. the school firmly said that they did bot owe them anything. the school also withheld the SPM results until the girls who organised it paid up.

its sad how far these girls would go to have fun... the school gave us a long lecture about these parties. but did not stop to think why these girls did it in the first place. obviously it was to have a FUN prom a REAL prom.since the school did not give it to them, they did it themselves, and without supervision... which is even worse. and the school has the cheak to lecture all of us under the hot sun (we assemble outside in the tennis court after recess) about something that they did not do. wasting our time. they can inform us of what hapened, not for 30 minutes (althrough i was happy i skipped sejarah) we jugak yang kene.


other than that i have not introduced you to my teachers.


sejarah-althrough she teaches about event remembered from the past, i doubt i'd remember her if she were standing in front of me. she is utterly boaring. she comes in askes us to read a page. and when she explains it she reads the sasme page again.

BI-very stingy with marks,loves formal writing

BM- a good teacher... but utterly expressionless. she looks like she has botox, but she is nice.

sivik- i think he may be gay. but he's married, he's nice.too nice. he gives me a toothache.

science-strict,funny and taps our hands while saying "notty notty" when we have long nails.

PJK- first PJK teacher who actually sticks to the sylibus stated by the text book insted of letting us play netball of badbinton or volleyball or tennis. instead we have to go up and down benches for 10 minutes non-stop

seni- funny,cool, and fab at drawing

KH- good teacher, a bit over on the details sometimes. pairs work shirts with batik long skirts... but i do love her shoes.

agama-the only time she smiles is when she is making fun of someone and "memalukan" someone. loves making fun of people, never really teaches... mostly she gives us notes to do.

math-i have no idea what she teaches... not good with teaching, but when you ask her 1 on 1 then only she makes sense. kinda blur.and a bit innocent.

see what i have to go through on a daily basis?
as it is i've got wushu,chess,LDDS,piano exams,exams,PMR and tuition...oh, and findig time to have a life. i'm so tired that my me and my mum are goin on vacation at Pulau redang next week. just the beach,bikini's,sand,wind,canoeing and snorkelling! and hopefully some friends i can play with who will smile back at me. i notice a large population of malay guys tend to look away when i smile at them while most of the non-malay guys dont.i have no idea why, when you smile, it does not mean you have to couple, i am not trying to flirt with you, i'm TRYING to be nice, but you guys are making it real hard on me. whe the malay guys do smile at me, its that "miang" smile...urgh... shivers. the other day on friday, i was walking back home with my friend ash (she's a girl) we passed by these two form 1 guys(about a foot shorter than me and a FORM 1 kid), one of them looked at me up and down in a very disgusting manner and raised both his eyebrows 2 times,rapidly. i looked at him like...WHAT? ew! later ash asked me why short guys always seem to like me. i said, i dont know, they look up to me.

ash laughed.anyway, i gotta go hannah montana on you tube is calling (yes i am 15 and i watch hannah montana put it on the front page of the sun).

tagged by aqil...again.

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.


1 i am 14 (most ppl think i'm 18 due to my height as well as the way i talk after reading "the knights templar"

2 i love hipster under pants because i have a flat belly

3 my fav outfit is my bikini cuz i love the beach... and snorkling, i just wish that i'll be able to go diving one day and bundgee jumping

4 i am a cheerleader who loves going camping,running,hiking and sweating. i have also tried firefox and rodeo bull, all the guys tried to beat me and the girls tried to show me up. 1 guy managed to and 2 girls broke their nails

5 i dont like soapy guys and i have a very sharp tongue when a guy hits on me. i'm not interested.especialy when the same guys asks for my number from my friend. talk about pathetic. i want geeks who can carry out a conversation and makes me laugh! i'm gonna die a spinster.

6 i read my mum's and my friend's minds (yes i'm talkin about you ash,faz,fat cat,sucjita and sonia) all my mum has to say is "get the thing from there next to the box with that patern on that document"
and i know that she meant "get the phone from the stairs next to the box with the wraping paper paterns on top of my greek myth document"

8 i wonder why ppl wonder about themselves, like "i wonder why i talk" you talk because you have a mouth...duh. no need to reincarnate einstein for THAT.

9 i once swore in german in front of the whole school and has said sex in class when the teacher was....is a male...lucky he was a sport.

10 in the last two months i have watched over 20 movies including taken,house bunny,body of lies and bolt.

11 loves english lit,world history and, science and math... my tuition teacher cannot out pun me, i always manage to out smart him when it comes to arguments, he'll just end up laughing along.

12 doesn't give a shit what ppl think unless they are close to me. i hate losing friends unless they lose me (by betraying me)

13 when i talk to someone about my problems, i want them to listen and not give "i'm older than you" advice... they should also comment when they are supposed to... like all females. guys out there remember. "listen" and try not to fall asleep

14 loves watching "the nanny", "CSI", "hannah montanah","the suite life on deck", any documentaries on mummies,incans,mayans and loves greek myth.also loves to write and has gotten commended and distiction for two international english related comp, one of them is the commenwealth essay comp...

15 has close friends who always seem to avade an "A" in agama

16 dances while cleaning the house, i'll dance,dust,work out,sing and sneeze at the same time...aaaccchhhoooo.
sorry.

taged

marieneko

ash

faz

debra

petra

sushi girl

harshiah

mao fong


thats it, the rest of you deleted you ur blog...

countdown to suicide year.

well,the holidays are at an end. i would love to say finally, but i cant.
only because i have not finished my homework.
but other than that, i'm pretty glad its OVER, i got so bored that i carved a chunk of plaster that fell of the ceiling into a paper weight, and i changed the pattern of my scotch tape, i dont like plaids, not that particular design anyway.
but there are good things for me next year (even if its PMR)... like...
hold on i'm still thinking...
nothing.
oh wait!!!
my mum redid my study room!!! it now has corner shelves and it stretches almost all the way to the ceiling, i have now more space than books (for the first time ever)
but there was some trouble with one of the corner shelf (which happens to be a CD rack ) it was not stable and kept leaning backwards, my mum told me to stuff something behind so that it wont move anymore...
and being me, i stuffed all of the boxes used to package the bookshelves before and stuffed em' behind there (now thats what i call recycling!)
and next month my mum's getting me an aircond (which is a big deal) since i have not been allowed an air cond before cuz my mum says it builds character and so on and so forth, and told me her life story before i dropped it.
my mum has finally decided to put the AC in my study room cuz before i never actually sat in it and studied (not even in UPSR year, which was why i was so suprised that i got all A's and tricked my uncle into forking 500 bucks)
so my mum did all this to make sure i studied in my study room.
she spent a lot of money redoing it, which is why i am now starting to take my mum's threat of marrying me off if i did not do fantastic for my PMR...

and i'm here screaming "SHIT!!!! I ACTUALLY HAVE TO STUDY THIS TIME!!!"

and speaking of my study room, my mum and grand dad just came back from ikea after dashing in and dashing out for 3hours.

today is sunday and my grandad came back from IKEA shocked thast it is packed so late in the afternoon... hehe, he still ahs a lot to learn about woman and IKEA.
men, they never learn. i remember him saying "alah, dah petang dah, semua org dah balik "
yeah right!

so i now have no books to read, so one night my mum came into my room and caught me reading "in the fifth at Malory Towers" by Enid Blyton and laughed out loud or lol.
she apparently found it funny that a girl who has read the da vinci code, angel's and demon's, pride and prejudice, loves Trudi Canavan would be stuck reading Enid Blyton
yeah, HAHA very funny!
thats the price you pay for having a nice studyroom and floor to almost ceiling book shelf...
no books... ironic no?
as it is my mum promised a suficient decrease of my book intake and suficient increase in my tuition next year, i have no books to read this year.
Boo Hoo.
oh yeah, i'm also gonna cut my hair short so i dont have to bother with it next year (its so bloody anoying) but i have yet to actually CUT it yet, i've been waiting 4 almost a month.. i waited 2 month for the first hair cut...
i wonder how long i have to wait for this one.
but i am absolutely determined to make my hair look as if Edward Scissorhand did a number on my hair. in order not to have any distractions next year...
yeah i know i know, i being a teen girl in the 21st century, should not want to look ugly.
but i have always been weird (its only called accentric if you're rich) other girls go shopping, i go camping on an island near Pinang. go figure.
anyway, i gotta go, my still amazed grandad, my grandma and my mum are contemplating wheter my granma's kuih bakar is basi or not, they asked me to sniff it and not suprisingly, i could not smell it due to my nose that is acting like a leaky pipe, unfortunately, my nose cant be fixed by twisting it with spanar. unfortunately.

beauty beauty on the wall, who is the stupidest of them all?

so i was stuck in Kajang (again) and (as usual) i watched tv and laughed.
i turned on WHI (wanita hari ini) and laughed... they have beauty products called "cintaku acne" ...
right, my love acne... perfect name for a cream designed to BANISH acne... go figure, them there are products like ass firmers.... what is it? the gym??? nope, its a cream that burns your tush when you put it on, then they have whitening powder for medium to dark skinned ppl who want white radiant skin, weird thing is, the colour of the powder itself is not for dark toned ppl... so you look like a theater actress!!! so before you become white you have to wear powder that looks like powder?
i thought that when you wear make up you wanna look beautiful... not like the phantom of the opera?
so then a bride segment came on and i found out that the trend for bride's nowdays is natural...
then i look at the models and i see an inch of powder on their face which is obviously whiter than thair necks, lips dat beat Mulan's wen she was gonna meet her matchmaker at the start of the film and cheeks that looked as if someone slapped them a thousand times over on each cheek?
if that's natural, then all the rest of us must look like clowns!!!

anyway, i'm stuck in holiday blues...i'm bored i miss my friends!!!
ash,aazraa,faz,nani,alia,sucjita,denise,vanilla,nicole,harshiah,sue jinn,debs and the whole family!!!
cnt wait to go back even through the teachers are badx10 and i have to meet the seniors... plus i dont know if i wanna try out for a school team next year, i'm thinking olahrga or chess, cnt decide.
and i'm thinking of going 4 club interact but my mum said no... i dont know why she wont give me a straight answer. so the other choice is malay Drama club... i dont mind the drama...its just the malay part dat bothers me. and the rest of hte choices are crap.
buh bye.

finaly i have seen Twilight

so i finally watched Twilight!!!
with my mum
yeah i know, sad, a waste of sweet movies i tell ya!!!
but it was worth it, i finally managed to make my mum like a guy.
but...
there is a problem
this is what she said "ooohhh, one thing i know is that i am DEFINITELY marrying a Vampire"
yup, my mum has found what she likes, unfortunately, its the wrong species,state of well-being, and ...interests.
my mum always said guys are only interested in one thing... yeah right!
i'm sure Vamps have the same... INTERESTS as everyone else (everyone else who drinks blood that is)
so anyway,
we went to one utama to watch a movie, but we came back (being as female as we are) with a movie,5 photo albums,2 baking pans,1 jelly mold and a gift wrapper (i collect those) but only the ones with nice paterns.
so, despite what it may seem, me and my mum ARE female.
talking about females, most of us mature faster than guys (yeah!!! you guys argue you are stronger than woman anatomicaly right? well, god created everything in balance, fe has he, black has white, good means theres evil, so if a guy is stronger than a female, the law of the universe proves that females are SMARTER than men, so thats why it is balanced).
to prove it, my cousin (or cow sin as i think of them when they start being prats) has a friend (a girl) who's boyfriend is a girl... did i mention my cousin is eight years-old?
yeah, i guess the guys couldn't catch up so the two girls decided to get CAUGHT UP in things they dont understand. my cousin has no idea about her friend's preferences (look, i dont mind gay people, in fact i love gay guys!!! and i go to an all girls school, which means i walk past lesbians without realizing it, and even if i do, i dont treat them any differently) i am just scared that my cousin will be one, i dont mind, but my grandma is 71 years-old. do the math.

anyway i gotta go my facebook is calling (well thats the story anyway, i'm dry out of things to say)